Sacrifice

If you want to hurt me, its okay
Go on, do it cause I can handle the pain
To the point were there's no more blood left to spill
Were I have no more flesh to tear
Were my body's full of bruises everywhere

I will wait for you to be done hurting me
Those wounds would scar but it doesn't matter
It would only be a memorial someday sooner
Of the sacrifice of love that I have made for you
Cause truly I'd do that, I'd die for you

Only Just A Dream

Nothing can compare to those time that I hear you laugh
And hear your joyful voice
How much more in reality would I be able to enjoy it?
But how sad it is to say that
You're only just a dream

Captured

Oh you have captured my heart
It is yours to make or break
But even if you break it
I would still make it up to you
Because of course this is true
That I love you

Truth

Secrets untold, you make them unfold
Cos no truth is hidden in the sea of mysteries
Evidently it will appear for its own pleasure
It is made of the light and will ever be pulled towards it
No matter how hard you try, in the end it would all be softly revealed
And the truth won't hurt anymore
Inside, there are a lot of things to consider
And it would all cushion the blow
Only wait for the moment, for the season
Be patient with the whole length of it
And never let yourself go on until it does what it does best
To let everyone know
Cos even if you'd drown it in an ocean of lies
Those lies would only turn to be darts of poison to your skin
And you'd realize you don't really need to bother hiding

Heroes Series -- Which hero am I???

Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about.

Micah Sanders You scored 54 Idealism, 33 Nonconformity, 50 Nerdiness Can we play Scrabble tonight? Congratulations, you're Micah Sanders! You're good-natured, intelligent, perceptive, and naturally inclined toward technology. You're also quite innocent and loving. You've got a fondness for computers and Scrabble. Your best quality: You're extremely perceptive Your worst quality: You can be a little demanding at times

Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Can't make you love me...

I can't make you want me the way that I want you
I can only do the things that made you fall for me too
And give yourself a reason to love me the same way that I do
I can only do the things that could possibly make you love me
After that, hand-in-hand we'll make history...

You know my secret?!?!

Haha, other writers know how to write, and what makes us/me write! Hahahaha, am I guilty or not??? Waahhh!!!

An Open Page

I am an open page, a page in the book of your life
It is time for you to write on it, to create my story
But would you leave me blank, would I be invisible?
Would you just pass me by and leave me, instead, unopened?

One thing's on my mind
I'm a different page
'cause I have hands of my own and I create my own story
Let me create the best of it in your life

If you would try to ignore me, I'm gonna do it
I'm gonna get your attention
And am I gonna do everything to make the best out of it
And I have learned from the experience

I knew then that I am the one who should stand tall
Until you're strong enough
Until you're not hurt anymore
Until you're convinced and surrendered

Well I am gonna wait, but I won't wait idly
I am gonna catch your heart in every glimpse
I am gonna radiate among the crowd and make my own ink
So that as a page, I am complete, ready for you to read

You're gonna figure out in the end
That even though I am an unopened page
Even though I am not yet said
I am the only page that makes your book...

Screw Love

Love? What is it? Let us ask ourselves what it is. Let us look at how it is used and misused just about everywhere.

A couple sleep together to screw one another in the dark of the night. After their shakes and sounds, they ask each other, "who are you, what's your name anyway"? Their faces freeze like they've seen a ghost after the passion, and they begin to catch an idea of what they have just done.

Is that love? Of course, they both introduced themselves and told things about their life, but is it enough? They hardly know each other and make an excuse. They say, "we'll get to know each other anyway". What's the sense of doing it? It's like they're trying to say that they should know one another because they love each other. Not like the way that people know that they love the other and they know one another. What an excuse. They're building the non-existent, a nothing.

But, what is love anyway? All I know and all I can say is, it was there even I was born. It definitely cannot be found in the sensations of the habits that people has built up at night with another person that they hardly know or something else. It is clear that what they are looking for are toys, not love and joy. It's hard to put it in their hearts if you're not with them, if you're not involved. Unless you get involved, unless you teach the person firsthand what love is, they would be clueless [if not for a miracle].

I do believe that love also comes as a package with forgiveness at instances, right? Let us all learn and try to seek out what love really is...

You did it again

Once again, you've made my day!
You've put a big grin on my face that I just couldn't explain!
Thanks for being there even if you're far away :p

Lose my Identity

I ask myself who I've turned into
Since the day I met you
A lot of things have changed
Including the things that we do

It seems like things
Aren't the way they were before
Situations get more complicated
Each moment that we breathe

I ask myself whose fault is this
Have I really hurt you?
Or something unexplainable
Just happen when they do?

Things are full of uncertainty
They seem too far from reality
I see today that things around us
Just aren't what they used to be

I thought we should be happy
But look at who we are now and try to see
Look in the mirror, not just at me
Some chains were definitely set free

Why is it like that
When we get nearer each other
Odd things happen
When we get closer and closer

Chance wants me to suffer
With such great loss
To either lose you or myself
It's difficult to decide

I don't know the reason
Why do I have to choose?
Is there a better option
Where nobody needs to lose?

I'm strong enough and I
Dictate the threshold of my strength
I know after this we'll see
That we've been through far beyond the sea...

Forgotten Love

I would repeat it over and over again
To make you remember of the forgotten love that we shared together
I would turn you back to who you were before
Before you turned into someone I don't even know
Nothing can take you away from me
Nothing can change the way you are to me...

A Lost Child

I see you and I know that you are a lost child
A child who ran away
A child with no place to stay
A child who forgot what home feels like
A child who's scared, afraid to go back

But I came to find you so that you're not lost anymore
I came to find you, leaving what I have home
I came to find you, knowing your life is precious and fragile
I came to find you so you'll find your way back

Ransom

I'll pay what it costs even if I have nothing but myself
I'll take the bruises, and the blame just to ease up your pain
I'll share the load so that you would stop thinking that nobody cares

I'll be your ransom even if it means death
I'll be your sub when they beat you for your mistake
I'll sell myself to pay your debt and your bail
I'll do whatever it takes to free you from your hell

I'll cry tears of blood praying for you
I won't sleep at night thinking of you
I'll sweep every street corner searching for you
I will restore all the lost feelings just to bring you
Back to a place that you can call home

Your Possession

You where the only one who loved me
And you were the perfect person
That everybody wanted as their possession
I, on the other hand, was nothing special
But you saw something in me that no-one else saw
You loved me and taught me how to love you the same
I thought that I would never love anyone
Until you came and taught me how
You stole my heart, I couldn't take it back
No matter how I try, I just couldn't keep up
And there I knew, my heart is now your possession...

I believe in dreams

I believe in the power of dreams. They either tell us the future or warn us to avoid bad things to happen. I dream a lot. I believe in destiny too. I believe in second chances, that they're true...

Fear and Drama

This is just drama that I want to share, this isn't wholly true (as I have said, it's drama). Maybe it would be true if I were in the mood for drama again, hahaha :) I wrote this for my friendster account, but decided to remove it 'cause it was way too dramatic... Hahaha :)

I'm full of fear, fear of losing a person, fear of rejection, fear of not being good enough, fear of not being loved, fear of someone to go [astray] the wrong way, fear of nothingness, fear of having no dream, fear of the reality of my hopes, fear of misbelief in my visions, fear of being not enough, fear of being unfortunate, fear of fear overcoming me, fear of everything not physical but that which determines the destiny of a person, fear of love [hurt] at the same to time to lose...

Fearless

Times are different, aren't they?
Just look at who we are today
How unlikely contrasting to who we were yesterday
I wonder what time has done to change us

I know my eyes are fooling me, I won't believe
I'll stop listening to the fool inside telling me all the lies
It only started when I began to get scared
Then, I'll stop, I'll become fearless

I'm fearless, isn't it weird?
After every word that I've whispered
All the fears that I've uttered?
Yes I am guilty, but I will prove it

You won't see me anymore the way I was
It wasn't me in the first place
It's time to return to who I was before
Before fear began haunting me

Oh fear, what has gotten into you?
Where did you even come from?
Before I didn't have you, now you say that I love you?
Now I am troubled, all 'cos of what you've done

I'll finish it now, wipe your tears away
Stand up and begin to pray
Say sorry for being weak, and loving fear's stare
The things that have scattered on the ground I pick-up again

Silenced

I am silenced, I've got nothing left to say
What you did hovered me, surrounded me over and over
Made me feel dizzy and useless inside
I've got no hope left, no reason to live either
Why's this happening? I ask my self every moment I breathe in air

I'm waiting for an answer to my hopes, that this is just a test
A dream maybe, waiting for me to wake up
Or maybe just a joke, that you wanted me to laugh on
But it seems so real, I feel it inside my skin
It hurts like nothing I've ever felt, an incomparable feeling

I still wait, inside me there's someone talking
Telling me the reasons why you went away
Tells me it's my fault that I wasn't strong enough
I enjoyed too much, when it was you I should've given joy
It feels so unreasonable, yet foolish. I am a fool

I pray at night, at the dark
Hoping for a miracle to bring you back
Or maybe I didn't pray well enough
Tells a lot why you're still not here with me
Maybe I should keep silent, think things over

You were right, there was something wrong
You've got all the reasons not to be strong
I deserve what you did, you've done what was right
I want to learn, stop being a fool
To think I was the one who tell you not to be

I should've looked in the mirror to see clearly
And so to understand more deeply
If it is also possible to roll back the words I've let in the air
Act like you didn't hear a thing, so much like an err
But you reply, you said it scarred, you said it's no lie

I am scared yet I shouldn't be
This is not how I'm supposed to be
I'll just pretend again, or I'll just forget
Maybe then, you'll do too
And things will be the way they were...

Just something funny :-)

hahaha, my bro's funny. he thought that i was just copying another author's work cause he was thinking if there were really things happening to me about what i write... waaah! hahaha, it's very funny... :)