Truth

Don’t let me get in too deep, just for me to drown

Don’t let me get so high, just for you to let me down

Don’t make things so hard for me, and make me wait so long

Don’t make me believe in vain, just for you to disappoint

Show me how you really feel, forget what can go wrong

The hurt from truth will soon be gone, it will make us strong

Notes: wrote this around January 28, 2009. Don’t know what the inspiration was (can’t remember). Maybe a song I was listening to that I internalized too much.

I wanna be better.

I want to be better.

I wanna be more responsible.

I wanna be healthier.

I wanna be more disciplined.

I wanna be more expressive in an appropriate manner.

I wanna be more confident and self-assured.

I wanna be more fulfilled.

I wanna be more hardworking.

I wanna be more tidy.

I wanna be more helpful.

I wanna be more empowered.

I wanna be more creative and artistic.

I wanna be more punctual.

I wanna be more mature.

I wanna be more spiritual.

I wanna be a lot of things in life.

I want to use my time more wisely.

I want to really love myself more.

I honestly want to start now.