I'd be doing the things I'm supposed to do. Hah. :p
My only fuel is God's amazing power and promise from even before. Up to now, it's still living. He doesn't fail nor fade. He's even added more to the dreams He's revived and given me.
Aja, aja! I'd be doing this and be making it through not cos I'm extremely awesome or something but because I'm just under the reign and overflowing rule of grace. :p